A cat watching from the wings

A Reading for the Sunbeam

Performed by the cat, who is chief mechanic of a flying bus

Shuffle, shuffle. The cards are face down. The cat is in the wings and not in the wings. Please do not look at the crown.

A cat near machinery

The Bus. It flies. The cat keeps the gears greased with a tongue that is not meant for gears.

A cat stretched out

The Crown. It fits only in dreams. The cat has measured it nine times and it was never there.

A cat with a serious face

The Sunbeam. It left at noon. The cat did not go with it, and has been apologising since.

The Letter

Dear Sunbeam, I am writing because I stepped out of your light and then stepped back into it and then did it again.

I am sorry I took your warm square off the floor. I am sorry I sat on it. Everything a cat sits on becomes a little larger than it was, and that is the only rule of this dream I have been able to keep.

I know you were only trying to be a window. The bus has no windows that are not also doors, and the clock has a cat where its weight should be, and I keep looking up for the crown.

Forgive me, warm one, for the nap I took inside you. I woke up a little more like you. I am so sorry.

Forgive me, I am so sorry. The sunbeam is coming back. The sunbeam is what I am now.

Sorry, sorry, sorry, the cat says, and the words run down the page like wax from a candle that has forgotten it is lit.

Facts the Cat Insists On

Un-nap the Sunbeam

Every nap is still lying somewhere on the page. Click one to undo it into the letter.

    A cat asleep in a patch of light